Sunday, January 31, 2016

First world problems

I received an email from a guy who made an interesting proposal. He read a blog where I said I was interested in shooting some adult content. (Technically not what I said, but) I gave him my number anyway. He called me. He asked what type of guys I like, and what I'm into sexually. (We all know what I'm into sexually.)

After some chat he text me pics of guys he knows, and Twitter links. I made a Twitter account, read their funny tweets. Saw their pics. I picked a few guys out who seemed like they'd be a lot of fun to play with. He gave them my number. We all start texting. These guys have no idea what I look like. I sent them some pics. 

To put it mildly, they weren't interested having sex with me. Neither one of the two guys I picked. Which is fine. No big deal. It's not my industry. It just seemed hot. Like it could be fun. I'm no stranger to being naughty on cam. The moon and stars aligned. I was very attracted to these two guys. However the attraction just isn't mutual. What can you do?

I expressed my concerns being too old. Yes I have a very young face. No lines or wrinkles. Good genetics. I'm lucky I guess. Up until I cut off my hair I was usually guessed for being up to 20 years younger. I had a very, very young appearance before letting my natural hair color grow out, but that's why I did it. I'm tired of looking like a little girl. I'm tired of being carded.

I'm short. I'm small. I'm Asian. Up until I cut off my hair (a month ago) I was still being carded on a regular basis. I'm tired of it. 

Louis: You see that old woman? That will never happen to you. You will never grow old, and you will never die. 
Claudia: And it means something else too, doesn't it? I shall never ever grow up.

The amusing part of it all is, is how these guys reacted to my short hair. "You're a pretty girl. Why are you doing this to yourself??" Like I'm shooting up heroin, or something.

I'm at a point in my life where I just want to enjoy it. That's all. No drama. No problems.

Hot old lady. ;)

It was an interesting proposal. I appreciate it. 

It just didn't work out.

But now I have this Twitter account...

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