They took my blood, Charlie!

I feel horrible. 

I didn't eat anything past 5pm last night as instructed, today they took my blood, lots and lots of blood,

And,

It seems there's nothing wrong with me... so far.

"I don't feel right inside." 

I feel like I'm dying. I'm not in any pain. I don't have a fever. I'm not coughing. Nothing is sore. My blood pressure is a little high (but that's normal).

I just don't feel... right.

"Is it possible you're pregnant?" the nurse asks me while drawing blood.

No. No chance whatsoever. But thank you for that split second panic attack!

It's interesting to me that I can get my HIV negative result in 20 minutes, but my cholesterol (etc.) results take 7 days.

I live a very healthy life,

But,

For the past week,

I just... don't feel right inside.

This summer I'm only going to focus on feeling well.

No dates. No sex. I've gone a year being abstinent. I think it's time again.
 
Just work. Projects. Friends. Family. Wellness. Looking and feeling great.

That's it.

Next week is Colcoa, the French Film Festival at the Director's Guild.

See you there!