Preservation

Was drawn following (one of many) breakups with the Swede, until we finally went our separate ways soon after.

Back then, after we met, when we started dating regularly, he insisted I stop using male models for my artwork. Even though he and I were in an "open" relationship, he rather I had sex with male models, than draw them. Because he knew my love and passion for art and drawing, came first, before everything else, including him.

I'm the fool who allowed him to dictate how I made art.

The things we do in the pursuit of happiness.

Stupid.

My hand is in "a bad way" now but... I really want to draw again.